I started working at home [after my mother died] with my father. Because of my family’s situation I’m buried in
work that I’ve never cared for from the start. Since I started working I’ve started reading again. I read books
by Jules Verne and other such authors. I remember in particular how avidly I read Uncle Tom’s Cabin and Robinson
Crusoe, which made a big impression on me. They developed my imagination and acquainted me with things I’ve
never seen.
[I joined] a youth organization [that
stood for] a fearless struggle for
justice. This was the most important
period in my life. I found enlightenment.
The meetings, distributing of leaflets,
hanging of posters, flags, mass
assemblies – all this shaped my intellect.
I can’t describe the feelings I’ve had on
camping trips and outings. All this had a
positive effect on me. [T]he way I related
to other people, especially girls, changed
radically. At one time, other people
made me uncomfortable. I wasn’t
sociable and didn’t have any manners.
Now, all at once, I had clearly changed.
child, over the grave of an
awakening life.”
Members of Hashomer Haleumi (“National Guardsmen”), a Zionist youth
group, at a camp, Moroczno, Poland
SOURCE: Yad Vashem Archives 6465/16
I didn’t realize what a teeming maze of narrow streets my youth had been crammed into until I returned from
[camp’s] broad unlimited spaces. Now my apartment looked strange: dirt, stale air, darkness. Only now I saw my
great poverty, which I hadn’t
noticed out of habit. I’m ashamed to
say that I burst into tears as I sat on
[my younger brother, Menahem’s]
bed. He woke up, cheerily called out
my name, put his little arms around
my head and pressed against me,
happy to see me. I had to cry. His
skinny arms embracing me, his
pale, haggard, sleepy face lit up, the
dirty sheets, the peeling walls, the
unpleasant smell, and the still-vivid
impression of the freedom I had
experienced moved me to tears.
With my head on my pillow I cried
and whispered to myself, “I’m
crying over the living grave of this
Business courtyard on Nalewki Street in the Jewish quarter, Warsaw,
Poland, 1938
SOURCE: Yad Vashem Archives
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